Sunny Day
5th of Septermber
Sunday

To others today may be a beautiful day as it's sunny and all but to me, the only beautiful day is when it's cloudy or when it's raining but still, I hibernate for like 14 hours. I had no idea why am I feeling so tired perhaps these few days there had been too many decision and choices to make resulting in over "use" of my brain cells. Some may wonder what kinda decision/choices? Well, for the past few days, these are some of the things that had been going through my brain.

What kinda job should I decided to work as?

How long can I work in that field?

If I work decided on the job, can I handle it?

How far can I go with my career?

Will I be able to obtain my car license by next year April?

I need to step out of my comfort zone in order to excel but can I survive if I step out of it?

Will I be able to pull through?

Am I determine to follow through my plans?

Can I handle relationship well?

How am I going to make it work? And the list goes on...

After hibernating for 14 hours, I asked myself these question and I suddenly remember what Mr Cooper had told me in Cambodia, "Zhimian, I know you are smart, you plan and you know what to expect in life but still, you need to learn how to go with the flow, need to learn how to take a step at a time". Well it may sounds easy/simple but usually it's always the hardest when it comes to been simple.

Of course in life, I can't expect all people to like me and I just wanna say for the minority who hated/dislike me, Well..., "Get out of my life, I'm sorry that our frequency just doesn't match". *waves* And as for those who like me, "Congraulation! We belong to the right frequency~ *smiles* All I can say is, for those who believe and had faith in me, no worries, I promise I will NOT let anyone of you down. As long as you trust me, I will pin down all my problem just like a strike in bowling. *thumbs up*

:: Sleeping Forest :: @ 11:41 PM